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Poetry is a genre everyone can use, but few can master. The next few pages are my attempts at just that. I've placed them no particular order or grouped them by theme, so don't look for cohesion. ;-)

"A Woman’s Worth"

 

“But his wife looked back from behind him, and she became a pillar of salt.” Genesis 19:26

 

A woman’s worth was well calculated in your house.

You offered your own virgin daughters

to appease Sodom’s lust.

I became a nameless lesson in Genesis.

Still I marvel at the double standard for disobedience.  

 

Trudging behind you, I disobeyed. Looked back.

Not for power or sin,

but for one fine brick oven

and a sun-warmed courtyard

where I would rest after a day’s labor.

 

I remember only wrath’s heat

eviscerating my bosom, unmaking me,

before I could raise my voice

in protest or utter an explanation

that no one cared to hear.

 

Ever the economist, you asked the children

I bore to collect me from the earth.

Ironically, in death, I still prepared

a wonderful meal.

 

"Beautiful Scar"

 

If I take a knife and cut

my hand, maybe I can

be him. Understand myself

the way he always did.

 

I don’t deserve him

or the scar deep in webbed

flesh between finger and thumb

he earned protecting my memory.

 

My unknown tears were a salve

for the wound that made him

peerless

in my eyes.

 

"Blackberry Transcendence"

 

Hands, covered in dust

blown up by the rapidly spinning wheels

of a bike now at his feet

and the amethyst juice of fresh blackberries,

move from wild shrub to stained mouth.

Soursweet juice covers lips, teeth, fingertips…

 

Hidden in a monk’s cloister of bushes

he eats, surrounded by the scent

of honeysuckle on a vine and the lazy buzz of summer bees,

their legs heavy with pollen.

Hearing only the staccato symphony of cricket song

and the rhythmic resonance of his contented chewing.

 

Concerned with nothing more than getting home on time,

he samples God’s bounty with the leisureliness

that only a child can know.

 

"Butterfly on Asphalt"

 

Butterfly—

Wings buttercream yellow

laced with rich leather brown spots.

Hobbling feverishly

down the yellow parking line

on the hot asphalt.

One wing maimed,

dying,

struggling to take flight,

to die peacefully in a patch of grass.

Saddened, there is nothing I can do

but bear witness

amidst a sea of people

who do not stop to notice

your last labor.

 

"Chaos Theory"

 

An idle Saturday morning; two cars sit

like wrinkled pieces of origami

metal arms akimbo.

 

No aesthetic symmetry in the leviathan

pieces of steel left, flat-chested

as a twelve year old girl, safety glass strewn

like diamonds on jeweler’s velvet.

 

Chaos is reborn in the form

of a stroller covered in oily birth fluid,

an empty wish for a fragile parcel

of downy hair and miniature toenails.

 

Wondering if life wept from the dead

like golden gummy sap,

I shudder and travel the same road

waiting for my own enlightenment at

seventy miles per hour.

 

"Concrete Roses"

 

Twin graves

hidden amongst phallic monuments of marble

and family mausoleums

are all that is left of them, these people

I do not know.

 

Walking amongst the markers,

I notice an overturned coffee can

full of plastic roses potted in concrete

and wonder what sort of grandchildren

do not bring fresh flowers to their dead.

 

Outraged, I tidy the graves of strangers,

promise them forget-me-nots,

in an attempt to relieve my own sorrow. 

 

"Desert Adonis"

 

As I watch my tears plunge

and vanish into the sand, forgotten,

unable to fill the void,

I get the distinct impression

you won’t be coming back.

 

As I watch you walk away

I imbibe your cat graceful gait—

still intoxicated by rolling hips

and liquid step.

You walk the natural rhythm of sex—

forceful strides, forceful thrusts

into me.

 

Goodbye my Adonis.

Carved from silken marble,

a honeyed statue glittering in the sun.

Like smooth desert slate,

your body retained the day’s heat

to warm my nights, and

your cinnamon sage skin

burned my inquisitive tongue

as I aroused you into consciousness

in the periwinkle twilight.

 

Like Pygmalion’s Galatea,

you came alive under my wandering hands,

and our humid sighs and passion-drenched bodies

were enough to quench the desert.